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When sadness seeps in…


‘And all I can remember is a cold’

“It’s deep water, driving rain
And all I can remember is a cold”


It’s like an invisible dark cloud hovering over your head. Something you refuse to accept, but it never leaves. The dark shadow grows big and then suddenly it engulfs you. You don’t remember when it happened. You don’t remember why it happened…but you’re sad.

Sadness is like that, it will seep in quietly, slowly like an unseen friend. You’d never realize what made those happy moments ruin. What made you cry, what made you angry, feel hopeless. Its an unknown pain which forms a blob in your throat choking you every moment.

Soon everything turned grey. You’re not the same, neither the time.

And you get used to living in the grey, building walls around you to keep yourself protected. You start to believe its better this way in your own quietness…sadness and aloofness. World is not your place and you cannot fake anymore…

Better to stay away…

Pain becomes your gift and you enjoy being in pain and sadness. You’re not a sadist, you know how to smile and be happy. Just forgotten.

But somewhere you feel sadness is better than momentary happiness!!





The proposal….

When she heard his voice, she fell in love deeply. She imagined him day and night in many ways. At last she finally resolved to propose him on Valentine’s Day. After all its leap year and by tradition it is ok for a woman to go down on her knees.

She said to herself…”What can be more wonderful, this chance only arrives once in four years!”



….A new chapter

Partying on 31st night is too mainstream. Well, then again we are all part of this group AKA culture where we want or don’t but exist in the same plight. On the optimistic side it’s fun to be part of something which gives us happiness. Though how much we behave nosey, given a choice we will all join that mainstream party. It’s nice singing, shouting, dancing, making friends and then counting for last 10 seconds to usher in joy of New Year!

Every year, at the end (to be precise) we all balance our gain and loss. Whatever be the result we feel helpless, unsatisfied and a negative feeling hovers in our mind, a worst feeling. But the fact is we actually don’t know or understand what makes us happy? What is actually a right situation for us! We all follow and do what other is doing and yet we call ourselves as different kind. Being different is not an easy job. One has to put up a lot of fights. Honestly speaking we are no different, but same.

If for an instance we can step out from our selfish-circle we can make the real difference. On the first day of 2015, I’ll not be preachy but insightful. Our world is turning into an unsafe place every day. It’s scary!! People are fighting for loved ones by killing each other. Fighting for justice by destruction. Fighting for equality killing honour of other people. This is sad, human; Homo sapiens, the most intelligent species, having known all kind of survival techniques. We have forgotten everything and started to hate each other. We have forgotten our race and started behaving which was buried underneath our skin, the animal instincts.

Yet where there is a true company, hope thrives and we all live for that one hope. Someday world will be a better place and we all will be happy. It’s not too bad to dream for betterment; only thing is that we have to act accordingly. Sooner we act, sooner we can see our dreams accomplished. Anyway folk! Lots said….Happy New year 2015! Enjoy and write a new remarkable chapter of your life!


Pain is a great gifts…keep it well!

Who wants to be in pain? Only an insane person…where does pain come from…failure! Yes failure one word that can ruin your life. Rinky read about it in books, saw people in pain when they failed. She helped them soothed them…thinking that parting happiness can bring some peace of mind. Rinky wanted her near and dear ones to be happy…never knew that when pain will strike her it will wither her from the roots. Rinky saw many failures small…big…every failure taught her lessons. She took all the bullets happily…but this time she took the bullet from the person, she never expected to be behind the trigger. The pain is excruciating more for the person than the bullet. She can’t do anything…she failed everyone her parents, her love, her friendship and now her life.

Rinky was never easy person to deal with…she knew she has lot of flaws…but not an ugly heart! Her heart has burst out…she can’t accept anymore and it better to perish from this planet! Pain is really a great gift you can see everything very clearly.