Archive for June, 2014

27
Jun
14

Pain is a great gifts…keep it well!

Who wants to be in pain? Only an insane person…where does pain come from…failure! Yes failure one word that can ruin your life. Rinky read about it in books, saw people in pain when they failed. She helped them soothed them…thinking that parting happiness can bring some peace of mind. Rinky wanted her near and dear ones to be happy…never knew that when pain will strike her it will wither her from the roots. Rinky saw many failures small…big…every failure taught her lessons. She took all the bullets happily…but this time she took the bullet from the person, she never expected to be behind the trigger. The pain is excruciating more for the person than the bullet. She can’t do anything…she failed everyone her parents, her love, her friendship and now her life.

Rinky was never easy person to deal with…she knew she has lot of flaws…but not an ugly heart! Her heart has burst out…she can’t accept anymore and it better to perish from this planet! Pain is really a great gift you can see everything very clearly.

23
Jun
14

The great depression…

After the scorched hot weather rain finally soothed everyone, mother earth, trees, grass, animals, birds and also humans. Everyone enjoyed the relief and sweet drops of rain. But Rinky hates it! She slips in to depression and continues to remain in bad mood. Her world turns monotonous and full with melancholy. A continuous sadness haunts her all the time and it will continue until spring enters followed by warm sunny weather. She loves summer, its warmth, the breeze that blows…the clouds in the sky. She enjoys its hotness a lot more than the weary cold, damp or wet!

Rain never brought happiness to Rinky…and this year it brought more sadness. She hated the damped weather, cold and darkness. It turned her world boring. Watching movies, listening music anything she loved didn’t help her. Her mood dwindled. She took a fight with her best friend, the one who brought some shine, laughter and love to her life. Her parents continuously complained of her unfriendly, unsocial behaviour. She can’t explain her troubles and remains subdued in her. Her words have lost and caused a deep writer’s block which she failed to overcome. And on top of that the fight with her best friend left an adverse effect.

Rinky can fix things right, just by calling once…but her ego comes in the way. She waited for the call which would never come, at least this time. She knew it. The last fight turned things ugly. It brought things which were never supposed to come; words were behind the curtains of love and friendship. Rinky can now understand the reality much better. Finally she decided to let it go…she can’t be the reason for others unhappiness. She will dwell and wait until sun strikes again and turn her sad world into happiness!